Hey you,
I been thinking to myself a lot, and there are somethings that I have to say. Please allow me to apologize for all the wrong I have caused you. My actions were foolish, and immature. My lack of respect for you have taken us to a place we never saw coming. We don’t speak anymore, and dodge the site of us seeing each other in public. How did we get here? My disregard for the place your heart stood with me. I’m an honest guy, but this time my honesty wasn’t enough for the answers you deserve. Don’t get me wrong I had every intention to see where this love could go, but I got blind sided by lust. I focused more on the physically than the potential.
We had so many good times together. Listening to our favorite albums, watching movies, traveling, and making woo to the sound of the rain (laugh). I miss all those things, and don’t have any regrets. I hope you don’t regret me. With this being said, I have to be honest with you even if it hurts you. I’ve chosen this lady that has made me feel like no other. I can’t explain how I just went from being with you, and dating others. Then at a flip of a switch I’m in a relationship. Life plays these crazy games, and I hate you have to endure the situation. I know you don’t want to continue reading this letter, but I have to get right with myself. This girl makes me happy, and she captured my heart that I would never let anyone get close to. I’m telling you because you should know. You accepted me and all my flaws, but this is one flaw you didn’t see coming. My inability to communicate with you effectively on where we are headed in this..I don’t know if I could even call this a relationship, but courtship.
Again, I apologize if my actions have made you hurt. I know you are a good woman with a loving heart. There is a man who will give you everything you need, and I will be a thing of the past, if I’m not already (laugh). I know you may not be smiling, but that’s the last memory I want of you. I hope we could put this matter behind us and you forgive me. These words a say may go to the trash, but I hope I get this across you and now it comes from heartfelt apologies.
Sincerely,
Man Changing for the Best
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